Friday, November 13, 2009

A New Beginning

In the beginning...
When I first started the blog, the title I have used is the date of the day. This is because after I got news from my allopathic doctors (seen two urologists), I was given as no hope except for miracle to happen. Even when I asked one of the doctor how much time I had left, he kept quiet. So I gave myself 6 months to a year. I was thinking I may not be able to blog for long and maybe bed ridden and hence counting my days. That was the past and now all that has changed. I am feeling much better and stronger as each days passes. This is a new beginning for me.

Update
This morning, I had a reaction. First I felt a hotness around my face (the sensation is similar to when you cut chili and accidentally touch you face before washing your hands) and then it traveled to my shoulders, arms and subsequently thighs. The sensation was on for about 10 minutes and then it disappeared. Actually I felt the hotness in my face yesterday night but I did not pay much attention. My homeopathy practitioner says it is a good reaction.

I met the urologist at Pantai Hospital this morning. He feels that the kidney operations would not benefit me much and in fact would severely weakened my body. It is highly unlikely to be able to do the keyhole surgery and most probably will be the full blown operation. I will be bed ridden for at least two weeks and full recovery may take more than 4 months. Previously he has been quite aggressive by recommending his patients with similar problem as mine to operate but most of them died within 6 months of surgery. The quality of life deteriorates and most lose their appetite and died within a month after that. He changed his strategy a bit and will now operate only if the patient takes the experimental drug therapy Sutent. So far he has two patients on the therapy but both are not responding and now waiting for time only. He recommend that I do not take any surgery for the moment. I fully agree.

There is something I want to share with you. In Sun Tzu's Art of War, he says "Put the army in the face of death where there is no escape, they will not flee or be afraid - there is nothing they cannot achieve". According to analysts, this was proven during Sun Tzu's war with the Chu state (his soldiers were outnumbered by 1:10) and again used in the Second World War in the D Day where the American soldiers were put in a situation there they have no escape but to fight in the Battle of Normandy. That was the turning point of the war. Perhaps that's why when cancer patients are told they have no hope, many survived. This is our miracle cure. It starts with us.

Additional Therapies

Now that my main therapies are all in placed, I need to see what further things I can do to improve my situation further. I was watching the Horizon documentary Everest Doctors in the Death Zone. The doctors found that the all critical illness patients in intensive care die due to lack of oxygen in their blood, a condition which the doctors call hypoxia. Cancer patients are also in this group. That documentary, the intensive care specialist decided to find the answers to hypoxia by putting their own bodies and subject it to low levels of oxygen by carrying out a series of experiments at Camp 4 of Everest. Cancer grows in an anaerobic environment but will die if there is sufficient oxygen. Besides my morning walk and breathing exercise, I need to have more systematic and effective way of boosting oxygen levels in my blood.

Qigong
There are two exercises I am now considering. The first is Qigong, a powerful system of self healing energy. I am now looking for some master to learn from then so that I can practice every morning.

Cosmic Energy
The other is something new to me but was introduced to me by my ex-colleague, Kian Beng and is wife JC. I will write more on this once I have more information.

Highlands
I am thinking of spending two weeks or so in Cameron as higher altitude have negative ions and the weather are good for me. I have to check if they have supply of organic vegetables or not. But doing coffee enema will be a challenge, especially at night because of the cold weather.

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