As I experienced my biggest revelation, it felt like a bolt of lightening. I understood that merely by being the love I truly am, I would heal both myself and others. I’d never understood this before, yet it seemed so obvious. If we’re all One, all facets of the same Whole, which is unconditional love, then of course who we are is love! I knew that was really the only purpose of life: to be our self, live our truth, and be the love that we are. [pg. 63]
While I was in that state of clarity in the other realm, I instinctively understood that I was dying because of all my fears. I wasn’t expressing my true self because my worries were preventing me from doing so. I understood that the cancer wasn’t a punishment or anything like that. It was just my own energy, manifesting as cancer because my fears weren’t allowing me to express myself as the magnificent force I was meant to be. [pg. 76]
This is a very interesting and inspirational account of one person's NDE. There are still many unanswered questions for me though. I have been thinking some of the things she said, especially on why she had cancer. It offers another view of healing this disease. This bring back to the question of negative thoughts and emotions. It's no joke having to constantly maintain positive thoughts. Day in and day out, I am faced with my own condition. I think the key out of this situation is my own attitude towards my own condition. It's how I perceive and interpret my own struggles. If I process my thoughts differently, then I can shift my life to something for rather than against me. I accept myself without complain. I also accept life without complain. That's free flow of positive energy.