Mind Is The Chief

I have just received a reply from my doctor in New York that I can continue to take the cyclophosphamide (CTX) drug. I feel that there have been improvements, especially the nerve pain that I experienced on my legs and also when I cough is no longer there. I can also walk much better and with less pain now. However, he reminded me that CTX drug should not be the mono-therapy. For the last five months since I have decided to search for additional therapies to complement Gerson Therapy, I am at a loss as to which therapy I should take. When you are lost, where do you begin? I have been thinking over these many moons ago but I still don't have the answer. Along the way, I started taking CTX and was thinking of going to Germany to do the hyperthermia therapy (HT) as well in early May 2012. The HT in Germany is actually very good according to feedback from two patients that I met personally. However, HT is not a single session therapy meaning a patient has to undergo HT many times to get the benefits. Costs becomes an issue here because it's not cheap per session especially for my case. So I have decided not to take up HT and after many nights of thinking and further reading, I have decided to take up IV vitamin C (IVVC) therapy. Have what I done to date sufficient? I wanted to do the Interleukin-2 therapy but it is not available locally.

And know what, I have never felt better since taking the IVVC therapy and my doctor suggested that I increase the frequency to three times a week or 135g of vitamin C a week. I will think about it because this therapy is also not that cheap. Today, my doctor told me two contrasting stories. The first was a breast cancer patient who is now warded in palliative care. What this means is that the patient is just waiting for the time. So the patient's husband pleaded to the hospital doctors to allow the patient to take IVVC treatment as a last resort and it was granted. The patient was given 90g of IVVC daily and after two weeks, her lungs began to clear and she was also to move and wanted to walk. Her doctors were puzzled as to her improvement and do no know what write on the patient's report. Luckily the doctors have agreed to allow the patient to continue. In another story, this cancer patient suffered a form of skin cancer and one of her hand was severely swollen with pus and  deformed by the tumors. She came to do IVVC and ask my doctor whether the therapy would help her hand return to normal. My doctor said unlikely and you can see the dejection on the patient's face. The IVVC therapy was to help to strengthen the patient so that she can travel to Germany for HT. And she further said when she cannot do chemo, she will die. Since her body is very weak, no chemo was given by her conventional doctor. Last week she died. Be careful of what you wish for.

At this juncture, I like to digress a little bit. I have three little stories to tell. I was told by a Christian patient that he was cured of his cancer when he prayed to Jesus Christ. Then my contractor, after finding out I had cancer, told me that his father and his uncle was cured of cancer after they prayed to this deity at a certain temple (a Taoist practice). Finally I read in a medical journal that a doctor told the cancer patient that the drug he was taking was the most powerful cancer drug when actually it was just a placebo. The patient also did not die. I leave you to interpret these three little stories. For me, the state of the mind is very important.