tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7663181626936078312.post5653073565807166853..comments2024-01-19T17:28:53.966+08:00Comments on Upekha: A Dark TaleCT Changhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11085620064834659684noreply@blogger.comBlogger5125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7663181626936078312.post-64515650474672043642011-07-11T13:31:57.967+08:002011-07-11T13:31:57.967+08:00you inspire me to keep going too CT. even if I don...you inspire me to keep going too CT. even if I dont have cancer (my mother does), the concept of dying sometimes hit me. As a caregiver I do feel overwhelmed that sometimes, dying seems to be a better alternative. I have come to terms with it, but like you I have so many concerns-- the biggest of which is my 5 year old daughter. I cannot die yet, because of her.<br /><br />CT, I agree with most of the posts here, you have dealt with a dark thought in a very light hearted way-- its indeed part of your healing. We cannot deny the existence of dark thoughts, but we must also be cognizant not to stay on it for too long. You have so many reasons to be alive, your family, your friends... and just about being you-- the contributions you can still give to mankind.<br /><br />I also do hope that you live in the present, enjoy everything you have including your family and friends... I hope someday, we can visit you and your family in Malaysia (en route to see the doctors you have mentioned in your blog) and thay you can also alocate a few minutes of your precious time to see us.<br /><br />regards.<br />LanieAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7663181626936078312.post-65352581767576182092011-07-10T22:17:15.595+08:002011-07-10T22:17:15.595+08:00Dear CT,to arrive at your stage of awareness is in...Dear CT,to arrive at your stage of awareness is indeed half the battle won for your road to keep on going.The other half is the therapy and medication which you seek with determination and commitment second to none.Keep doing what you are doing with no let up.My prayers always for you. fr AL MAL.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7663181626936078312.post-21490826404599725252011-07-10T21:02:41.022+08:002011-07-10T21:02:41.022+08:00CT,
I feel that words do not do justice to descri...CT,<br /><br />I feel that words do not do justice to describe what you are going through...its not easy to be a human being...we have feelings, we love, we hurt, we think, we are... Its ok to feel this way... Accept it, don't linger on it and move on...as what you as an accountant would call..."going concern".<br /><br />Life is too precious to waste on what we cannot control. What you can control is the choice to live the time you have (all of us as well) the best you can with the people you love and build lasting memories.<br /><br />So long as your conscience is clear...your heart is filled with love...keep going on.<br /><br />Time and years are just man's creation to keep track of periods...some live for a while but leave a lasting legacy...others think they live long but are so easily forgotten.<br /><br />Go on and live beyond the limits of time...keep doing what you are doing and follow your own heart!<br /><br />You have already achieved much that others can only dream of...you have own much that the most money in the world can never buy.<br /><br />Hope this insight helps.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7663181626936078312.post-1939260335369972442011-07-10T20:12:17.217+08:002011-07-10T20:12:17.217+08:00relax more,dude.
soren,
your american friendrelax more,dude.<br /><br /><br /><br />soren,<br />your american friendAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7663181626936078312.post-26943663836547348842011-07-10T18:34:06.528+08:002011-07-10T18:34:06.528+08:00Dear CT,
There is no darkness in your tale. In fa...Dear CT,<br /><br />There is no darkness in your tale. In fact, you are stepping into the path of the light of reality, clarity and acceptance. The Dalai Lama practices death meditation many times during the day. It is very much part of the Tibetan Buddhist tradition to prepare for death. If we find it important to prepare for life, exams, weddings and celebrations, it makes as much sense to prepare for death. We all have to die one day and we don't know when. I believe you are only helping yourself. I am happy for you and your progress.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.com